Paper is my great companion from the first days of my life and I suppose it will be with me to the end. Why is it so special or if it's special at all - I really don't know but everything what I do is connected with paper. The whole my bloody life turn around a paper and now I can see it quite clearly that paper means something to me.
Looking to the past and judging from what I was doing I can find out about myself that papers keeps me alive. Whatever it means it's true. Books, newspapers, diaries, copybooks at school all this tons of paper creates my life. How many paper I've managed to read already? How much money I spent on it? How much knowledge I gained? Honestly, I don't know but it doesn't matter. Paper is a loyal companion of life.
So now I'm doing paper work - absolutly back-breaking job! I wish I would do it the rest of my life. Yeah, about 150 photocopies of leaflets, sorting out files and rewritting somebody's scribble by typing. Yeah, this job is shaping my life now and it's going to be a perfect form. When I was working as a journalist and writing some articles I sometimes thought that I'm forced to write down some gibberish and my paper doesn't deserve such an outspoken mishmash. Was I complaining - no, just doing what I was supposed to do and be paid for it.
Now, I'm also doing my paper work without any word of complain and focusing onmy task with perfection. Yes, just this way - because paper demands perceftion, involvment and gratitude. So my gratitude to this job is big. Amen.