It's Monday the beginning of new week. There's any sunshine on the sky, any promising news including post, mails and messages, any gut feelings how this week could be. Nothing, just dead silence when I was geeting up from bed. ' Have a lovely day' I said to myself and made a nice mug of tea.
I wish I was on holiday right now, just lying on a sandy beach in my bikini with sunglasses on and taking a sunbathe. Yeah, sometimes dreams come true. One day I will get up inside my dream and it will be a wonderful day but it's time to wake up. It's Monday, 24th of August , five days after my 29th birthday which reminded me that I'm getting older and I still haven't set up a right goal in my life apart from education, job, family what constitute a goal for almost everybody so it looks like it's not a goal but rather a natural way of life. I wish I would put the course of my life in certain direction.
It's nearly 11.30 so it's a good time to start blogging. The reason is quite obvious: why don't write down what happens in my life? Why don't write down all turmoils in my life? Writing keeps me more alive than I really am, just pumping blood to the cells of my brain is like a fresh breath of air shortly after a thunderstorm. Yeah, it's a nice feeling;)
Honestly, when I was in a High School I was writing every day about totally everything. It was a kind of way I used to be at that time to commit my thoughts and feelings to paper. I liked reading it as well and I was thinking about all what happened in my life, considering what could happen or how I can change the course of my life. It fascinated me, this awarness that we human beings are responsible for our lives and every step we make creates our history. Of course at that time I was very young, unexperienced and full of ideas about life what changed after some incidents, but I still believe that we can be masters of our lot.
I wish I was on holiday right now, just lying on a sandy beach in my bikini with sunglasses on and taking a sunbathe. Yeah, sometimes dreams come true. One day I will get up inside my dream and it will be a wonderful day but it's time to wake up. It's Monday, 24th of August , five days after my 29th birthday which reminded me that I'm getting older and I still haven't set up a right goal in my life apart from education, job, family what constitute a goal for almost everybody so it looks like it's not a goal but rather a natural way of life. I wish I would put the course of my life in certain direction.
It's nearly 11.30 so it's a good time to start blogging. The reason is quite obvious: why don't write down what happens in my life? Why don't write down all turmoils in my life? Writing keeps me more alive than I really am, just pumping blood to the cells of my brain is like a fresh breath of air shortly after a thunderstorm. Yeah, it's a nice feeling;)
Honestly, when I was in a High School I was writing every day about totally everything. It was a kind of way I used to be at that time to commit my thoughts and feelings to paper. I liked reading it as well and I was thinking about all what happened in my life, considering what could happen or how I can change the course of my life. It fascinated me, this awarness that we human beings are responsible for our lives and every step we make creates our history. Of course at that time I was very young, unexperienced and full of ideas about life what changed after some incidents, but I still believe that we can be masters of our lot.
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